Open to God and feel plagued by demons

I have recently found God... and have yet to be delivered from demons in my life.

Every time I read the Bible, the message that I'm seeing over and over again is that God has chosen people. And that to truly get into heaven, it is almost impossible.. or really hard. From what Jesus says.

These are the messages that I keep receiving from reading. And even though I have had a personal miracle in my life where God saved my life and kept me from being paralyzed... I can't help but to feel unworthy. And feeling like I can never live up to how we are supposed to live. And me, specifically, I am still feeling attacked by demons daily... physically. Who attack my heart and chest.
Can you pray for me please?

And does God automatically love all of us? Or only a chosen few?

A: The first thing I noticed in your post needs guiding clarity, "finding God" or "believing in God" can mean many things. So to lead you in advice and answer your questions it is 1st important to encourage you to get saved; it doesnt appear you have taken the step of obeying the Gospel. You need to do that first. Reading the Bible is great but note without salvation you cannot see and read the Bible without spiritual eyes, and the Bible will hold no actually value to you. 

Until a person is saved they are led by Satan and their own sin nature. Unsaved people can be demon possessed, but for the born again they cant be; the Holy Spirit indwells them permanently and eternally. And we believers live in peace not fear. For clarity, God will only allow temptations after salvation that is good for growing our faith, and for the removing and conquering our sins. Satan cannot do anything God doesnt allow but if he allows it then there is a reason. Possibly noted above, or for discipline, or to work in others lives around you as you testify and hold to the faith and witness to others.

It is possible this feeling of oppression by demons is a sign they are trying to keep you from God so you need to get right with Him right away. It can also equally be your conscience convicting you of your need to be right with God and not actually demons. 

Add in your fear of not being among those who will be saved and it can seem overwhelming. The good news is anyone who comes to Him in truth & in obeying the Gospel will be saved. Scripture is clear on that. 

So my encouragement is to get right with God today, and then go through the first steps of a new believer. The rest will fall into place as you live out your Christian life and mature in the faith 🤗🙂

The Gospel shows how easy it is to get saved, but you saw correctly in Scripture that God already knows who will be saved, [[yet we do not know and that is why we believers are to share the message of salvation with everyone. We will likely find wolves and false converts in the church, (idolators who do not actually follow Christ), but we already know that Jesus said he will weed them out [expose and remove them] on Judgment Day.]] The good news is that it seems God is drawing you, so...if you come to Christ then you will be saved 🙂. So get saved and simply follow Christ faithfully until the end.

The above resource will help you gain clarity on this topic and answer several faq. Many in the church do not understand this issue and will have varied beliefs on it, so when you get a true understanding of it, be gracious, patient and kind to others who are not there yet, even to the strongly opposed ones, and don't let yourself get into any arguments over it (since it is a non essential of the faith). The above will explain that more as well.

For now, get saved [right now] and the rest will fall into place as God matures and grows you in the Word and faith.

We are all unworthy and that is what makes God's Grace all the more wonderful and precious to a believer. So your anxiety and fear will be replaced with joy, peace, love and gratitude towards God through Jesus.

"Nothing is impossible with God" Scripture tells us. Jesus revealed to Nicodemus that he needed to be born again by God, and if you obey the Gospel command [with a genuine heart desire that turns your life over to Jesus] he will save you.

God bless